Tuesday, June 14, 2005

did i wrote abt him???
don tink so...
okay here it goes...
don noe when i manage to find abt him now...
i mean how his life goin lah...
n noe wat? he gt a girlfren oready
he lie to me...
y must he lie to me??
Y???
arrgghh...
brb wanna get sum tissue... cant hold back my tears,,,...
okay im back...
wanna noe how i manage to get his info?
it goes lyke tis...:....
i went to search his frendster frens fer fun coz gt notin to do tat dy...
den saw tis girl testi... den went to view profile ( ntg 2 do lah)
lagipon im searchin fer a girl call "A.."
n she got a blog... went to view her blog...
n to my surprise...
i saw inked out link...
went to read her blog...
n saw his name on it...
went to read all...
n i suspect tat she is e 1 tat in searchin fer...
2 comferm, i search her other frens...
there is some clues... bt i was nt satisfy wit tat...
kol up my fren 2 further comferm... n she said ya maybe...
i was damn shocked to heard abt all tis,,,...

he lie to me...
he told me tat he lost e feelins for others...
bt now see....
n she was from choir sec 2 tis yr...
OMG!!!

after i gt to noe all tis... my mood suddenly change...
everytin i do seems nt right...
i scolded my bro, mum n even my dad...
so sad...
sorie every1... i did nt mean it... really2 sorie...
now i always stick to myself... n stay away frm ani1...
always stuck in my rum...
haiz...

n 2day i log in to inked out website...
n to my surprise... ely wrote tis

We thank Darul for all his time spent in the band and for all his contributions towards Inked Out. Darul' s last event with the band was during their demo recording which occured 2 months ago. Their demo has been released and that will be the last memory of Darul however we ll still keep it in our hearts.

i cry...
i tot tat topic was over bcoz e post tat darul n clinton wrote was deleted away....
y shud u quit?
it was ur dream right...
haiz.....

gt to chat wit him 2day...
it was nt tat long...
bt was unexpected tat he would lyke to chat wit me...
haha
his band ask him to perform fer a gig bt he don want...
haiz...
im unable to persuade him..
felt useless n hopeless..
haiz...


NaJ31's feelings fade away @ 1:32 AM